Feelings! Yuck!

Overwhelmed. Frustration.
Anger. Irritation. Guilt.
Heaviness. Deep sadness.
Feelings hurt. Go away.

Work. My sister. Parents.
Abortions. Uncle.
Being single and alone.
Painful memories. Go away.

I built up a wall around me.
Its tall and thick for protection.
Keeps out the pain.
Loneliness. Go away;

Love me still? Right!

To love means to use me
In ways that hurt.
Love. Go away.

I'm afraid. Afraid to love.
Afraid to be loved.
Afraid to open myself up.
Fear. Go away.